Its not over.
I mean it is over for him. But far from
it with me. I think about him all of the time and i still want to see him. I still want to talk to him. Then he goes on to say smth that hurts and i cry. I hate his guts for awhile but he doesnt know and then i come running back again for his attention. I go to his fb page everyday. i see the girl post a photo of them together. i see her say ‘i love u’ on his wall. i see him say ‘i love u too’…and it feels like i cannot breathe. Do u know that feeling? But i still keep coming back anyway. Why?
Because deep down, i know hope. I hope to go there one day and find that there is still smth for me. I hope he remembers to find his way back to me. I hope this and i hope that. The odds, i’m aware of. but hope….Hope is so god damn powerful.
